lost, but in my place

the literal actual embodiment of worst

twenty- one • queer • they/them

bitter angry lousy loudmouth liberal with questionable taste in music and too many animals.


Daniel Teixeira
Vanishing in the night


Daniel Teixeira

Vanishing in the night

3 hours ago on 07/25/14


full on moving day
well really we just need to put more stuff in the truck and go there and unpack but yeah
were having money issues and i think emery will be able to make an official post about it later (basically we need money for food and to cover the deposit, were about 200 short because my mom lost her job and a bunch of shit keeps happening thereby making me a terrible mess)
but if you want to donate my paypal is and anything will help. ill write you a personalized thank you note on my melody stationery and draw you pictures. you can also commission me.
feel free to reblog this if you can itd really be appreciated


You know what I hate? When people get pissed off when you tell them you don’t want them to touch you. Like excuse me, I don’t actually want you to touch my arm. I don’t want a hug right now. I don’t give a shit if you’re family. I don’t care if the phrase “I don’t want to be touched” puts you off. Just don’t fucking touch me.

tagged as: #me #plz


read about getting used up

YOU’RE BAD is 27 pages of autobiographical neon/pastel nightmarescape dealing with the fallout of loving someone who hurt you over and over. it’s written together by two mentally ill queer people (im max/kittys here) who were major supports to each other when their mentally ill queer ex partners weren’t. gumroad, the site it’s available on, doesn’t accept paypal, but if you use the donate link in the about page on kittys writing blog w/ a note saying that’s what it’s for, it’ll email you the file within a day. $2+ supports 2 babies trying not to be so sad


"you’re too young to know what your sexuality is" said the straight person to a queer teenager 

"he’s such a ladies’ man" said the straight person about a 6 month old baby that doesn’t know what a lady is

18 hours ago on 07/24/14

when i move i always end up with a box of things that are sentimental to me and it’s just interesting to me that my life has been reduced to a box of tiny stones and clothespins and patches and paint and playbills and old concert and movie tickets


Coming Out Simulator 2014 - a half-true game about half-truths

Coming Out Simulator is exactly what it says it is. It’s a free-to-play conversation simulator based on/inspired by the personal story of coming out of its creator, Nicky Case.

There’s no easy answer in Coming Out Simulator, no optimal ending to be achieved if you collect the requisite amount of points. Case based the game off a pivotal moment in his own life as a teenager. And just like in real life, the moment of “coming out” in this game is traumatic no matter which way the player chooses to approach it.

Ultimately, it’s liberating as well. But that’s not what the brunt of the experience playing Coming Out Simulator is actually like. […] There’s power in exploring a fantasy like the one in Mass Effect 3, but there’s also power in being reminded that “coming out” the way one does in that game is a fantasy, and a pretty far-fetched one for many people who faced far more difficult challenges when they actually came out.

Coming Out Simulator is a game about that second experience. It’s a painful one. But it’s also a necessary one, that I think more people who’ve never had to struggle with their own sexual identity should see for themselves. 

this game made me cry omfg

tagged as: #:c


I have an unhealthy obsession and addiction to succulents and cactus, but hey, at least it’s not meth.


I have an unhealthy obsession and addiction to succulents and cactus, but hey, at least it’s not meth.

tagged as: #drug mention #cacti
21 hours ago on 07/24/14

i wanna read the book my cousin wrote but it’s over 700 pages long and i just don’t have that kind of attention span